Wednesday, July 27, 2005
+ Working once more..... +
Work is tiring....
Work can be interesting...
Now I can understand why many working ppl become grumpy....
I am becoming grumpy too....
I wun try to like my job...
I'll try to get use to it...
I wun try to run away from working...
I'll try to find a replacement....
I muz be happy and I still have many many years to go...
No joys in work make everything else enjoyable..
How Optimistic..... =P
Now I am reading Da Vinci's code... really interesting... if they are all real,
then what in the world is truth? So many truth to one matter.... how would we know if the truth we know is the truth.....
Hmm... intuition n faith are impt.....
Vitamint_D @ 10:46 AM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
+ UnBelieveable +
I'm bored... I am actually counting down the time for me to go home...
Think this is the 1st time I am doing this since I start work here...
so much to do the past few days... now nothing much to do... maybe I left something out??
Maybe I forgot to do something?? Hope not! =P
Me had a good weekend rotting away... had a real good rest... =)
But late last week... I suddenly find life meaningless... dunno wat I am working for...
suddenly I become aimless...
Since I started school, my aim was juz to be happy and do well for my exams in order to go to the higher levels... I was interested in doing that and so is very very motivated to do that...
Now?? Well, the aim to go higher shld still be similar, but the motivation is just not there... I really am not interested in fighting to be the best... I juz want to live peacefully and then wat?? Die off...?? hmm.....
My life is not going to be so simple... there must be more to just working and sleeping and spending the money that I earn.... But wat izzit that is missing?? I just cannot find out....Maybe I need to find an aim that I have to work for... work really hard and use my brains... well this job now that I have require me to use my brains... but not in the way I am interested to I guess... Maybe that's why I still feel something missing??
Well this is one good job.. easy w rather gd pay, bz most of the time.... but i just end up feeling lost n not knowing wat I am doing all these for... no sense of achievement, or when there is, it's shortlived n I dun really get happiness from that kind of sense of achievement... I need to do more than wat I am doing now... need more hobbies.... hmm....
Maybe really shld try to join some ECA....
One more hr to knock off.....
Vitamint_D @ 4:23 PM
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Monday, July 11, 2005
+ sentOsA AFLAME!! +
BBQ @ Sentosa last nite... one of the best bbq I've been too.. no left over 'chao da' food...
No long long waiting for the fire to start... hmm.. really nice....
ALtho it juz rained... the wet bbq pit's spirit dun seem dampen by the rain...
My dearie was sick tho... tink it'd be even more fun if he is his usual funny self... He was still cuet tho... hee..
Sentosa Island... on my way home.. I was wondering if Sentosa is still an Island... dun seem to fit my Primary School definition of Island.... hmm... yah it is surrounded by sea... but it is joined by so many roads and railways.. dun really feel like a getaway anymore.. coz anyone can find me just by driving in...
The chalet yesterday was at the small huts... I tink it's really nice tho it's be better if there is an attached toilet.. hee...
Vitamint_D @ 10:53 AM
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